I’m the one to decide if I will be myself
If I'll be able to paint with vibrantly shades my own reality
Or if I'll just pretend that nothing moves me
I'm just a gentle but humble creature
A human performer, Futile sometimes…
Who basically does not want to be hurt…
However,
I won’t leave useless my battle of existence,
Days, weeks of unlimited life times...
I will search for happier, brighter days
Enrich my spirit with the knowledge of the Craft
And each time I'll return stronger with your skills
To provide Earth with your own sweet Love
Without frontiers, genders, races or beliefs
Just endless warmth and affection...
Goddess, with your true power
I travelled to a glowing galaxy
I was able to cross oceans of waters and stars
Although almost impossible to the human science
You carried me on your caring arms
And didn’t let me fell from heaven
No I did not ditch on the frozen waters
Instead of sinking down
Now I share my own venture and quest
Planting seeds of your LOVE on this tiny planet
And thus when you save me from crashing you set my soul on fire...
Now I'm on the ground, feeling safe and sound.
You conquered my world and became my King/Queen
You demolished my painful past with your mercy
Your wishes now are also mine your devoted subedit
No way to refuse. No such need...
But to worship and to serve Thee
Achieving the harmony and balance I was long looking for.
In this high-way of endless time
Days pass so quickly without even staring at me
Dragging away the present with such a speed
Departing unconcerned towards future
Leaving behind that useless past
Silent freedom is what they leave behind...
And as each passing morning when the Sun returns again
To comfort me, soothe and ease my foggy thoughts
With His blessing warming rays
I thank and worship Him deeply like a ritual birds do too...
Raising my spirit to You. Making me whole.
I'm right here. Seeking...
In this showroom of demonstrations
In this emotional lab
Surrounded by memories
And deep meditations
Trying essays of new concepts and odd reflexions
Joining together bits and fragments of the sacred old ways
Debris of burning times which are still to be learnt
Continuously, and from to this day on.
They keep causing me the same weird reactions…
I do not yearn to be here, I wish I could have left too...
Spinning around to reunite with You...
In such a way the pleasure of such mysterious voyage
To the unknown distant world which attracts me so!
Feeling your vibes so near....meeting You...
But I go on wondering…
Why such high speed?
Why not take advantage of it?
Being able to stop and admire the magical beauty around me?
Scares me rather a bit...Is it worth it?
The heart drums you provided my body with, then they play so hard
Like if they were answering me that Life worth’s all the effort.
Although it seems to me I'm the one to choose or decide...
I feel your precious magic inside...
In this lonely night I hear your voice, your messages, sense your radiance...
I hear your call...always present inside my heart.
Wherever you Mother Nature
Or Moonlight secrets take me...
Singing and dancing ancient pagan songs
I'll follow you dear Goddess,
For this gratifying joy I sense in my journey really worth’s it...
Luisa Alves
4/04/06
4/04/06
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